Since the completion of the music festival I've felt a mixture of relief, sadness and yes, pride. Relief that this big venture had been successfully completed, sadness that I was back to facing the challenge of moving on from my current job as a waitress (which I never lost sight of, believe me) and pride that I'd finally imagined, planned, worked through and completed a difficult project in which I believed.
What is my next project? There are a few I'm thinking about but in the immediate future it's about finding an ADHD medication that (I hope) helps to relieve the sleepiness that overcomes me when I sit quietly to work, practice music or attempt any kind of long term focusing.
I recently came across a very well paying job that has opened up. It's a job I would never have imagined myself doing before I did the music festival but now at look at it and think, "Possible...very, very possible." That said, without the aid of medication, I'm not sure I can do it.
I've been reading recently about ways to get ADHD meds at a price I can afford. It seems that many corporations actually DO offer some of their meds at a very low cost with the right coupons, it just takes some stick-to-ative-ness in working through the paperwork. it won't be easy but I am determined to try different medications.
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